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Dec 18, 2007, 07:10 PM
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my abuser killed himself a couple of years ago. and i have been having horrible nightmares about my past. so i figured if i went to see his grave then i could settle my obsessing thoughts. so today i skipped school and had a friend(she's not in school...dropped out) take me to the cemetery. it brought back more pain than the nightmares did...it was a bad idea to go there. now i really cant stop thinking about him. its like he was right there next to me when i was standing over his grave. i feel like he is in my head now, like he can hear my thoughts and he is laughing at me because he got just what he wanted. i dont know if i am greiveing or just freaking out and obsessing. this is really bringing me down.
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Dec 18, 2007, 08:43 PM
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(((damajdancer)))
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Jan 30, 2008, 10:00 PM
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I cannot relate but I really hope things improve, even if it takes awhile. If it was your "abuser" that died, Just remember you are the one that still has your life and is here with the rest of us.
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you. |
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Jan 30, 2008, 10:35 PM
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don't let him do this to you! take back your life hon. then YOU win! ((((hugs)))))
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Feb 01, 2008, 10:16 AM
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Remember that you are the survivor. You are the one with teh strength to move on. I cannot say that I understand what you feel. However, considering what you have gone through, you can make it through this also. I hope the support is available for you. We all care for you. Chin up. BIG HUGS
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