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Sep 23, 2008, 01:51 PM
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right now. next month my mom will be gone 15 yrs. Never once have I dreamed about her. She was my abuser. Anyway in the last week I have dreamed of her 2 times. One good but the one I had this morning really rocked me. it was horrible! I dreamed I walked up on her porch and the glass had been broken out of the door, the door was ajar. I was yelling for my mom the whole time with no answer. the house was in total dissaray which would never happen with her. furniture was missing and things just thrown around the living room. all the other rooms I could see were in the same shape. nothing there but trashy. I suddenly heard her moaning. I walked into her room and my daughter was there trying to get her up but she was acting really strange. body limp and laughing. when I showed her how scared I was her eyes got this really cold look and she looked me straight in the eyes and said in a really mean voice for me to get out of her house. I started crying then and woke up. I am really shaken by this today.
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Sep 23, 2008, 01:55 PM
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(((((((Bepob)))))))
It is just a dream, it is not real.
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#3
Sep 23, 2008, 02:44 PM
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yeah I know. right before she died I was sitting by her with tears in my eyes. she told me if I was going to cry to just leave. guess it just brings it all back now.
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Sep 23, 2008, 03:12 PM
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That sucks.
I think that's more of a sign of what was wrong with her, more than anything, that she said that to you. It's natural to want to cry in that situation.
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Sep 23, 2008, 03:16 PM
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yeah. I know she must have been scared during that time knowing she was dying. even in her dying she was mean to me. oh well. I know it is only a dream but it sure brought stuff back up today.
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Sep 24, 2008, 06:01 AM
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{{{{{{{{{{Be}}}}}}}}}}}}}} It could be your subconcious letting you know that there is still more healing to be done in that area. It could also be some of your fear from your own break-in comming to the surface. Sometimes things get jumbled up like that.
If you can, take it apart, piece by piece. Let the emotions come and go. You'll gain quite a bit of insight from the process. It's worked for me. I'm here if you need to talk, Hon. 
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Sep 24, 2008, 11:54 AM
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Sep 24, 2008, 09:51 PM
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thanks everyone. today I didn't have time to think about it at all really.
tomi you could be right. I am going thru alot right now with my dad and my health as well. thanks hon. |
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Sep 25, 2008, 11:33 AM
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Sep 25, 2008, 11:33 PM
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bop ....If I was to speculate >> all the broken pieces and disarry would tell me >> aniversary and trying to piece it all back together to a point you can live with . bop >>> sometimes we find what we wish to have been >> really takes a back seat to what was . SORRY My Friend >>  WMD. xoxoxox. |
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Sep 25, 2008, 11:37 PM
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that could be it hon. I am trying really hard to move past the dreams. just really don't understand why after all these years it decided to come to me like that. I do wish most of the time things had been different with her. thanks hon
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