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Old Feb 06, 2009, 07:19 PM
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Mom,

Today is one year since you passed. I miss you more every day. It's so hard going through life without you there helping me get through the ups and downs. I am going to have an endoscopy done in 12 days and I am really nervous. I wish you could take me, hold my hand and tell me everything will be ok. Kenny will be there, so I won't be alone and he is a great support for me.

We are making your favorite food for dinner, Cordon Bleu. We are even making it from scratch!!! LOL

My best friend and Godson were supposed to come over to enjoy it with us, but her son got snipped at by her ex's dog...he is such an idiot sometimes!

I had a dream that you were going away last night. Dad was there too. I woke up whimpering saying, "No, No, No". Kenny put his arm over me and held me tight til I went back to sleep. I wonder if you are really going away. I hope not, but I can understand if you have other things you are needed for. I am ok, mom. I am learning to deal...it's hard, but I am doing ok.

I love you, mom.
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Old Feb 06, 2009, 10:16 PM
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((( onlymedid )))

I'm sorry your heart hurts.
Thanks for this!
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Old Feb 09, 2009, 04:58 PM
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