[FreedomButterfly90]

My psychiatrist wants me to eat soups mostly mentioned was chicken broth and chicken noodle soup. But arent both high in cals and fat? I had a small od and lost 3 pounds ,and i have extreme nausea and some weakness. He trying go get me nourished with high cal ? Or just high cal?

[Piraeus]

Hi FreedomButterfly90 I think you would benefit from seeing a general practitioner, or a dietitian.

Piraeus

[FreedomButterfly90]

I don't know none have truly been able to help

Originally Posted by Piraeus

Hi FreedomButterfly90 I think you would benefit from seeing a general practitioner, or a dietitian.

Piraeus

[FreedomButterfly90]

others think my psychiatrist is trying to get me to gradually start eating normal amounts of food ,and soup is liquid and gentle.

[yellowted]

chicken broth is very nutritious because it has protein in the chicken, vitamins/minerals in the veg and has either a creamy broth packed with dairy/calcium or a flour thickened broth with carbs to compliment those in the potatoes!
chicken noodle soup is higher in calories but had more carbs too, both are good for gentle introduction for food in your tummy, also having lost weight it may be to build your body back up to an acceptable weight. they probably suggested chicken rather than beef or whatever because it is easier to digest.

[FreedomButterfly90]

Maybe thats why , better then my psychiatrist not telling me the purpose , wonder why he did not say the purpose?

Originally Posted by yellowted

chicken broth is very nutritious because it has protein in the chicken, vitamins/minerals in the veg and has either a creamy broth packed with dairy/calcium or a flour thickened broth with carbs to compliment those in the potatoes!
chicken noodle soup is higher in calories but had more carbs too, both are good for gentle introduction for food in your tummy, also having lost weight it may be to build your body back up to an acceptable weight. they probably suggested chicken rather than beef or whatever because it is easier to digest.

[FreedomButterfly90]

my body wont accept anything but bagel with honey and butter ,anything else gives me intense nausea after my od on tues now thurs .

ANd my clinic says if im improving then i dont to call or if bad go to er sighs , i keep trying to get answers but they just keep saying i should not call to much and report also ughhhh .

""I am so depressed and upset and both my ACT team of professionals don't or are not sure how to help or support and my clinic does not ethier ,and my clinic coordinator and doc also seem burnt out and dont like receiving numerous calls when im trying to get answers or support, and possibly my act team.

I feel like giving up but my alters keep wanting me to keep trying and reaching out but look where that has got me nowhere ,what can i do to repair clinical relationship and medical with my doctor and the ACT professional team members , what can they do or what can i tell them they keep asking but i have no idea , im sad and upset and i feel like talks go nowhere with my team members and last call to my clinic and with clinical medical coordinator sound frustrated and sorta annoyed and rushed conversation saying they would be telling me the same info and that the psychiatrist would know more.

Makes me want to overdose badly and not tell anyone or drink just urges but strong.""

[yellowted]

maybe write them a letter rather than call, then they can answer when they have time. calling may be diverting their attention away from other things they have to do, their bosses may be giving them grief about time management or missed targets. Also once you write the questions down on paper or email they should have a duty to respond/answer them as they can not deny being asked the question as they do not know whether you have a copy of you letter or not!
your alters want you to keep trying for a reason, you ma not be able to see the reason just yet and may not realise it until after the event but there is definitely a reason for your being here, if there wasn't your last od would have worked. i tried a few times and in the end gave up trying because there was something keeping me here, i didn't know what until a few years later when i held the hand of an elderly neighbour as she passed away then i realised that was the reason my od attempts had failed. i have other reasons for being now and will always try and make sure i have a reason, but if not i trust there is one that i have just not discovered yet.

[FreedomButterfly90]

I just won't call them anymore .........
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I am completing a mental health advance directive

Originally Posted by yellowted

maybe write them a letter rather than call, then they can answer when they have time. calling may be diverting their attention away from other things they have to do, their bosses may be giving them grief about time management or missed targets. Also once you write the questions down on paper or email they should have a duty to respond/answer them as they can not deny being asked the question as they do not know whether you have a copy of you letter or not!
your alters want you to keep trying for a reason, you ma not be able to see the reason just yet and may not realise it until after the event but there is definitely a reason for your being here, if there wasn't your last od would have worked. i tried a few times and in the end gave up trying because there was something keeping me here, i didn't know what until a few years later when i held the hand of an elderly neighbour as she passed away then i realised that was the reason my od attempts had failed. i have other reasons for being now and will always try and make sure i have a reason, but if not i trust there is one that i have just not discovered yet.

[FreedomButterfly90]

I hate myself and my life just feel so worthless and hopeless an powerless
Nothing to live for ive dont know what to do anymore but give up keep praying it will all end. But i just holding on to a strand it feels .no one cares or even wants to try to help (like my clinic not wanting me calling so much )they just severed it by my coordinator saying that and tone of voice ,partly want to sh or such cause of that .

I hate my life i hate me

[FreedomButterfly90]

Just really down

[FreedomButterfly90]

Just thoughts urges

[FreedomButterfly90]

Originally Posted by FreedomButterfly90

I just won't call them anymore .........
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I am completing a mental health advance directive

Nor write them letters they dont want to help all they want is to help me only when im healthy as a whole sucks

[FreedomButterfly90]

I had a sucide attempt a day or to ago and not sure id reach out if were to try again

[secretk]

If I were you I would visit gastroenterologist or any other specialist aside psychiatrist . Why am I saying this?

Well for different reasons (overeating mostly) I was having this persistent nausea. I could only eat very small amounts of certain foods. I got nauseated even by water. So it turns out that I did have some stomach problems that caused this. Gradually with pills and treatment now I'm able to eat most foods.

So please don't give up and don't hate yourself! Quite the contrary. Think about what you like in yourself and love yourself because this is how you start. I'm sure that it's hard, but just think about the things you like in yourself. Concentrate about them.

And really check this stomach issue because you might have some problems there that make you feel this way.

I hope that everything works out!

[FreedomButterfly90]

Im back into abusing meds and not being honest as much as needed on total behaviours and such .what are my therapist nurse or team members do in that case allowed to?

[FreedomButterfly90]

any way to sooth body (i have a cold and nausea alot)?
also any ideas

[FreedomButterfly90]

im so pissed off at my team that they wont give me all the meds so I could dispense an all them to myself im pissed off as ****ing hell

[healingme4me]

Originally Posted by FreedomButterfly90

any way to sooth body (i have a cold and nausea alot)?
also any ideas

Nausea: Lemonade. I learned this from a nurse...

[FreedomButterfly90]

Originally Posted by healingme4me

Nausea: Lemonade. I learned this from a nurse...

how so?

i heard lime was more effective

[FreedomButterfly90]

I fell and injured both knees ,i didnt know or feel anything to alert that i was falling till the very last min ,i could've hit my head but i didn't somehow i was able to avoid that and luckily no other injuries just the knees being injured,i didnt eat before that happened.

[FreedomButterfly90]

I wish i was never born i just dont wanna suffer anymore be in heaven im so sick of me
Why cant i just be done and be in peace ugghh no one would give a damn if i die or care people would be better off with out me but i guess i have to stay stuck suffering on earth

[healingme4me]

Originally Posted by FreedomButterfly90

how so?

i heard lime was more effective

Don't know why or how, but I had mentioned drinking lemonade during one of my pregnancies and she said, oh good, that's good for nausea. And, I do, personally drink it, when feeling queasy and find it of benefit.

[FreedomButterfly90]

Thanks for that tip and Ill have to try that


Hi everyone , Im back hope to talk to some of you soon Im surviving and hanging in there no od's or such but have had many hospital stays on holds and self admits stays . My team is working to curtail those stays but i find it useful those days granted I don't go in to much or they might start i don't know not letting me in like they are trying to now sighs the stays so helpful .

Im upset my dad has to give me my meds cause that way if something happens they are covered my team argghhhh why are they doing this ? it stinks i mean i know i have played much with my meds but seriously this getting crazy for 6 months my proc says argggghhh. I miss you all

[Travelinglady]

Please keep in touch!