[gayleggg]

I'm tired. Just very tired and depressed. My hematologist is sending me for all kinds of tests to make sure there is no cancer lurking and causing the blood clot. All of which costs a lot considering I have no insurance. It only increases my depression. I really just as soon they find cancer and it be too late to cure. I'm ready to go. I'm just to tired to care anymore. Yes, I have pdoc but the meds aren't working. Please forgive the negative post. It's just where I am. I do lot of welcoming new members and sometimes it takes a lot my energy to try and be so positive. I just needed to get some of the feelings out. Thanks for reading.

[unaluna]

You DO do a lot here! I don't know how you (and the others) do it; especially not feeling well. I just don't have the discipline. I'm sorry to hear you're ill; I hope they figure it out - not knowing why is so worrisome.

[Raging Quiet]

My T is a firm believer that medication can make you feel tired. I truly hope that your results come back okay and you can start doing new things you can enjoy xx