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#1
Mar 28, 2012, 03:10 PM
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I am a marriied woman with HPD with aspd features, and from what Ive read I can be and evil treacherous woman, and at times have been! But my biggest problem isnt the lying or the sex, lol, its the fear of never recieving love from another, its trust, i dont trust anyone, and how do you know if someone really loves you or just wants your body? I struggle with this constantly. He loves He loves me not.....and Ive only loved one person in my life and he didnt hold to his promises, as usual, and now i dont know if i should trust men, no i dont love my husband, but trying to work it out for the kids, its not working.....I love the excitment of finding someone new....and what will happen....we shall see
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'A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.'  Marylin Monroe
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#2
Mar 28, 2012, 04:07 PM
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We have a lot to discuss. I too am in a loveless marriage for the kids and trust no one. I'm not too concerned about the receiving love from another though, I don't have any tendencies past HPD proper so that may be where your longing comes from but I don't know. The excitement of meeting someone new though! THAT is what drives me from day to day!
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#3
Mar 28, 2012, 08:30 PM
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well thanks, i love meeting new mwn, the recent man ive just met i sooooo amazingly bad hhahahah, i dont know why , Im atrracted to men with personality disoders, and its funny they cant seem to resist me, I wish my marriage woulkd be normal, but Im not changing who i am for any body!!! The new man Ive met likes me for me, and for my body lol, cant wait to see how this turn out
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'A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.' Marylin Monroe
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#4
Mar 28, 2012, 09:24 PM
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Can't wait to see how it turns out or can't wait for it to continue on?
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#5
Apr 12, 2012, 01:06 PM
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well still married, but still "conversating" with other men, i think the longing for love, is exacltley what you described above, meeting new people, i love that!!!!!
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'A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.' Marylin Monroe
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#6
Apr 17, 2012, 07:04 AM
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Hummmmmmm, I wonder what role the internet has played in the feeding of PD's like ours with the desire to meet new people? How much worse has it made some PD's and how much better has it made us at being HPD?
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#7
Apr 17, 2012, 12:48 PM
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#8
May 01, 2012, 06:47 PM
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Well still same old stuff, lol, love the interent, mu husband actually hates it, lol, oh well its my escape to do what I want
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'A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.' Marylin Monroe
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#9
May 02, 2012, 03:34 PM
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The internet is nice and all but it pales in comparison to living in real life with HPD, now THAT is EXCITING!
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May 06, 2012, 03:56 PM
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#11
May 06, 2012, 04:22 PM
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Um i used to when i was little when i was like 7 or 8 btu by the time i was 9 i didnt acre what anyone thought of me
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'A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.' Marylin Monroe
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#12
May 06, 2012, 04:28 PM
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#13
May 06, 2012, 04:31 PM
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thats where the my thick skin comes in, but i do have a heart... when i deside they are worthy of it...
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'A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.' Marylin Monroe
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#14
May 14, 2012, 05:36 PM
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i dont know if i have HPD but i fear rejection :-/
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 You see, madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little push.
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#15
May 21, 2012, 06:00 PM
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you fear rejection, really? Well i just figure if I'm rejected....move on to another, who will be kind and what not...I know not everyone will like me, but i really dont care, Its those important to me that i care about, and if they really care, then they shouldnt reject you!
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'A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.' Marylin Monroe
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