Waiting....always waiting

Sherry: I've done denying my feminity after all these years, and so have the others, but....

We are in a holding pattern for like when the divorce is done and separation complete, and till when our (the system) son has graduated high school in a year of so.

It doesn't mean we are denying our actions and behaviors too much, but more in lifestyle and presentation.

I guess screw the partner, it doesn't matter, it's more for the boy and his friends.

As they say, waiting is the hardest part, but I've waited 48 years this long.

Has any of you all had to wait on life to happen before you can let go? Or was it a do it do it now kind of thing?

I tend to wait for the moment that I think is right, and sometimes that can take me years.

48 years is a very long time though.

It does suck.