Is this normal? We fems see the body as female with minor male parts. I mean from our pov...we see us as female minus breasts. The face is for sale but obviously we can't see it.

Even standing in the mirror naked we don't see a male body...but a fem body with other parts but are like blurred out?

We are locked on the eyes. The eyes are the gateway to reality. We dress the eyes...it's our real.
Do you all get this?

I look down....and I see female flat breasted which is good with me...big deal. I'm total female...but incognito as male.....

I got 2 inch heals on, short shorts plus a well hairless body...athletic in shape plus a silky blouse on...done nails...

Is this like how ya'll see this because being DID.....it's our true self.

I totally get gender dysphoria.... but do you see past it?

[Skeezyks]

When the Skeezyks looks in the mirror all he sees is a withered old man. He doesn't understand any of it ... & he HATES IT! (But he strives to accept his confusion ... with compassion...)

[waggiedog]

Oh dear dear Skeezyks! That hurt, hit a raw nerve, you saying you see a ''withered old man'', bless you. But, I wonder how many of your IRL friends/acquaintments (darn my spelling!!!) would see you that way??

Though indeed you truly are a WISE ONE, and that only really comes with age. In the end, it doesn't matter what other folk, insignificant or not see, its how we feel from within. I'm all of 57, LOL, 58 soon to be, and I honestly don't know how I've ''survived'' until now!! IDK, it's taken me since the age of 18, long before I was ''officially'' diagnosed BPD and more recently bi~polar, to actually work out what or who I am ~ yet I still feel compelled to slap the war~paint on and be what other supposed ''normal'' people expect!! Guess that could just make me a saddo to some.

I have quietly observed your valued offerings in various forums/threads here and you ALWAYS but ALWAYS have sound opinions. Well, that's how I see it!!!!

Take it from one ''old'', but not withered because I'm too fat to have ''withers'' (I'll leave that to my horses), you're ''dead sound'' as we'd say in colloquial London!!!! All hail to THE SKEEZYKS toujors!!!!!! XXXXXXX

I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else see's/feels their body other then as it is? I mean..I am totally fem and is that way...are you? I guess everyone is different.

I've always wished for a disfiguring accident where the guy parts got removed. Or a body swap. Or a reality switch. Or it's all a dream. Or God would make it real.

I only (cross) dress to feel normal. I'm jealous of female kind. I don't have the drive to be male. I was always watching mother do her female thing like clothes, make-up, nails. I wouls sit and watch....wishing...

I'd pull on my nipples to make them grow but was got taken to a doctor for the swelling ??? It was a laugh.

I've been busted in a dress and make up so many times. Also beat, embarrased, and punished...

But I am me.

But now I feel some freedom but still in a social prison. Whatever.

[Elio]

When I look in the mirror I am always surprised to see an older woman looking back. It is not the image I have in my head of myself. I don't spend a lot of time looking in the mirror in general, I don't like what looks back at me. I feel masculine and I want a masculine chest. In my head that is the body I see.