Has anyone here sought treatment for OCPD?
I recently had a relapse and am now suffering from severe anxiety and depression. My last major episode was in 2012 as an undergraduate. The trigger this time: my Masters thesis work fell apart this summer (at least partially my fault), then I fell apart from being overwhelmed by... well, everything (summer heat, responsibilities, etc.), which led to severe depression and anxiety. Sometimes, I feel so overwhelmed by life

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My biggest issues are dealing with disappointing people important to me. I have a fear of facing the consequences of making mistakes, bad decisions, and poor choices. I also find it difficult to manage my thoughts, which inevitably seem to lead to severe anxiety and depression.