[mum2four]

I just seem to ruin friendships I remember the first time I notice made the worst OCD related friendship brack up.....It started over 30cents and sprialled out of control....we were friends for 17 years......ending up with me being asked to find a new place to live....the second major friendship I ruined over OCD was related to cheating on welfare benifits.....I still cant get the bad feeling out of my head about the second one cause her name just makes me want to scream and hide from the world she the reason this world sucks she does every thing that is likly to set me OCD off she loves her big coperate clothing she treats her kids like ****, she cheat with welfare and gets away with it, she start with everything and now has less she had a house and a trust fund she spent the $43,000 in 1 month and got a car with have of it, she crashed the car in a year of getting it and I bailed he out with $1000 for the excess to get her car back from the insurance company....she could not be even bothered paying $50 a month to pay me back....she told my partner I cheated on him when I did not with out even asking me if it was true first then she gets angry when people tell her that her partner cheated and they profe and she did not beleaive them.....she's a money hungry b'.....tchy with her partner demanding he stay at home when she wants kind of person poor me poor my life sucks nothing eva go right for me blind to fact that she threw away every oppertunity to make her life a sucsess and it makes me ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I HATE IT...I hate who she is in the world I hate how she acts I hate what she thinks of my life I hate what she make me feel like I hate who I become when I'm near her I hate what I become when i not near her I hate what I become when I hear her voice or her name or some thing about her life.....arrggggg see this is part of what happens to me.........I just want to be over this obsession...