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Old Jul 24, 2010, 07:25 PM
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I'll never get over my issues there are too many and I am in too much CONSTANT panic with horrific scary thoughts

it's impossible not possible to overcome a fear of aging and dying

I don't want to die soon and leave my kids

I just want to be normal

I wasted my entire day with my kids because of my panic, I took xanax and ativan which knocked me out for the entire day and now I am in panic again

my parents and brother are here so they entertained my kids

but it deeply hurts that I am so tortured by this that I cannot even find comfort in anyone or anything even my kids

there's no way out

all my dreams are shattered

why did my life have to be ruined and end at 36

I don't understand

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Old Jul 26, 2010, 12:07 AM
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Please don't think of your life that way. My mother started over at 36 after her divorce. She was hospitalized twice because of fear and doubt but eventually she made it through. She is now a proud great-grandmother, but I remember when she just wanted to give up.
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Old Jul 26, 2010, 01:25 AM
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I'm sorry things are so hard for you. I've often felt the same way. Anxiety and OCD really can ruin your life if it's not gotten under control.
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