Fighting back painfully and difficult!lets support each other!!!!

Sometimes it gets better, sometimes it's bad again (my fears to hurt/kill my family, baby/impulses/thoughts). I'll tell about some my success:
- I realize that this all is a ********
-I know I'm a good person but with some problems
-I'm not a single person having this problem
-I visited doctor he told me I'm not dangerous
-sometimes I'm able to control my obsession and even switch to sth else
-I try to spend more time with my baby and not avoid things I'm afraid of (knives, laces, kitchen in general etc.)
-I'm searching for permanent doctor to visit every week for example
-my parents support me;

I wan't talk about my fails, cause I had lots of these too. Support me guys and I'll also provide support to you if you need it

Hi Brokensoul, consider yourself supported!