ocd and hare Krishna

Am about to be a great aunt/ uncle my niece is pregnant and is due in October
my ocd has gotten worse over since i found out worrying that am going to harm this baby
Normally i stay away from children apart from my younger nieces who are teens
i have been looking at hare Krishna as a faith am thinking about following
i went to see people at a group and there was children there including a little one age about under a year i sat next to then and i wasn't scared that i was going to hurt her my ocd thoughts where gone .
i believe it was because i was thinking about Krishna
unsure if i will be able to thinking only of Krishna that i wouldn't hurt anyone
maybe ill be ok

Joining a religious order promises to fix all our troubles in my experience, but may not deliver on the promise. It can offer immediate comfort and a feeling of community, but it does not change the basic challenges we carry with us.

Have you considered talking to a therapist or psychiatrist about you OCD worries? A great degree of caution should be exercised until it is determined these dark thoughts will not see the light of day in action.

Thank you for replying
Yes i have a therapist i see her in two weeks time
I am going back on Sunday
My husband will not be with me this time and ill have to cope on my own
but i can call him to come and get me at anytime

Am looking forward to Sunday
Krishna is now talking to me he says ill be fine
Krishna tells me when i feel scared to talk to him and he will help me
Most of my family are unaware that am going to the Hare Krishnas
only my sister knows and my husband of course

I am going to visit family soon and ill see my Bio dad and ill tell him about the Hare Krishnas am kinda nervous about it but Krishna will help me ill talk to him