[CeCe333]

I'll start:

I was working on an Excel spreadsheet, and I noticed that typing on a keyboard was violating my sense of "balance"

Whenever I pressed a key, I would have to press another key with the same "click" with the same finger on the other hand
For example, if I pressed "s" with my left ring finger, I would have to follow that up with pressing another letter or number or similar key of the same size with my right ring finger

This was especially problematic, because not all keys are the same size. The space bar and backspace and shift keys really throw me off because it's extremely inconvenient to have to press those twice when you're in the middle of typing something up

[coyotee]

I was in tears a couple nights ago because of my severe preoccupation with my belongings. I always want to know what I own, what the quality of the object is, how many multiples I might have, where it's located, whether I need to keep it or toss it, etc etc. I'm planning a move but it's a couple months away. So now I am just waiting for the day to come that I can pack it and go. Doing just a little bit now puts me off balance (in a different sense of balance than what you mentioned) But I can't just do nothing. Leaving it as is leaves me uncomfortable because I know someday it wont be here anymore so I don't want it here now. I have to leave some cherished furniture items behind too, It's far to expensive to travel with.

I would say on average, my possessions would turn up in my thoughts every hour or so. Sometimes I would do something to deal with things, clean or reorganize and that would take many hours. But now, for the past couple of weeks, I think about it all the time, every few minutes I worry about some thing I own or something I need to own. I can't stop thinking about how I'm going to pack it all, what sort of organizational system I'm going to use. My room is such a mess and that mess also makes me feel so sick but I don't have any clue right now what to do with it all. I don't know if I have too much or too little. I don't know if I have the right things. Nothing feels right. I can't put any of it into perspective. I'm in some kind of limbo.