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Old May 22, 2017, 06:10 PM
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My OCD has gotten worse, and fleas are back! The fleas had gone, for the most part, but in only three or four days, they're all over my bed and everywhere. My OCD can't take this! And moths and spiders are around, too! I don't even feel like typing out my whole story, how all this affects my OCD (and my nerves). I feel disgusting! Can't shower, bedding and mattress are contaminated, and I'm overwhelmed. The depression is so bad. I went to the doctor last Thursday (for a follow-up on blood work), and he has me take a depression test (just a paper with a few questions as to how happy you are) when I go there, and I got a call the next day asking me to call back. I didn't call in time to reach them, so I called today and they told me my doctor wants me to get a follow-up with my psychiatrist,which I will. I've been thinking of calling him, but I don't know what he can do for me.

I need a new house, a fresh start. My boyfriend won't/can't do what I need him to do. Before, it was because it was too hot in the house (no air conditioning, because it's broke since last summer, and the house has to be cleaned before we can get a repair person). It's not hot today. I don't know when he'll get home.

I feel disgusting. I'm so depressed, but not suicidal. I just want to change my life for the better.
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Old May 23, 2017, 10:15 AM
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Do you know for a fact that the ac repair person would need the house cleaned up?
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Old May 23, 2017, 04:06 PM
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Well, my boyfriend won't let him in until it's done. He worked in the kitchen last night, but it's still a mess.
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Old May 23, 2017, 04:07 PM
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He'd be worried the ac guy would report us.
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Old May 23, 2017, 05:37 PM
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He'd be worried the ac guy would report us.
I really don't think that would happen.
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Old May 23, 2017, 05:50 PM
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I'll ask my boyfriend if he'll take the risk, but I doubt he will.

I made an appointment with my psychiatrist next week. I could have gotten it this week, but it's unlikely I could get up in time for it, so I got a later appointment.
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Old May 23, 2017, 06:02 PM
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I'll ask my boyfriend if he'll take the risk, but I doubt he will.

I made an appointment with my psychiatrist next week. I could have gotten it this week, but it's unlikely I could get up in time for it, so I got a later appointment.
I hope it will help. Maybe your pdoc will have some good advice.
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