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Feb 24, 2018, 06:34 AM
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i wanted to share my story with you if it will help so for the past 2 years i have suffered OCD its always the same thoughts murder, dearh, suicide pedophilia,incest and so on now the thoughts would scare me but it would always be the same i get thoughts question then worrie about them feel sad and scared then i would get over it and move on to the next thought its the same procces i worry i check online to make sure im not these things i would check the ocd sites and show things it says is OCD. But the thought now is as you know is pedophilia and it hasnt gone yet and yes i have got alt of reasurance but it feels so real like i know its not me becasue the thoughts are opposite of who i am but it just feels so real now how do i actually know its ocd. we went through all the questions i had and im thankful it calms me to say its ocd. but the thoughts dont scare me anymore i mean when i get them i try fight them shake my head say no its not me but it feels so real im scared i have turned i mean i look at older guys and im attracted to them but then thoughts come and while masturbating the thoughts are there in my head so i dont know if its the thoughts getting me hard or the porn i mean i try block the thoughts i also check my penis to see if it gets hard and it sometimes dose which scares me but sometimes it dosent soim calm when it dosent MY BIGEST FEAR IS THAT WHAT IF IM LYING TO MYSELF AND I LIKE THE THOUGHTS ANY OF THE THOUGHTS BECAUSE THEY DONT SCARE ME WHEN I FIRST GET THEM
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Feb 25, 2018, 02:43 PM
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Well... I don't know if you're seeing a counselor or a therapist of some sort. But I really think this is what you need to be doing. You have a lot of very troublesome thoughts rumbling around in your mind. And my personal opinion, at least, is that the best way... perhaps the only way... to sort all of this out, & figure out how to deal with it, is to talk it through with a skilled mental health professional... preferably one who has experience working with sexuality issues.
We here on PC want to be, & try to be, as supportive as possible. So I hope you do keep posting. But realistically I doubt there's going to be anything specific we can suggest that is going to resolve these problems for you. This is something you need to deal with, in real life, with a mental health professional. My best wishes to you...  
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Mar 11, 2018, 11:52 PM
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Oh my goodness this sounds like me. If you ever want to chat pm me.
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Mar 13, 2018, 03:39 PM
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These thoughts can be as punishing as any physical blow. It's amazing how brutal the mind can be on a person without there being a single physical assault done.
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