what to do when...

you're screaming inside, don't know how to express yourself, have no one to talk to, and feel just so unbelievebly lost, confused, lonely and torn apart that you can't even breath!!

Hi Neri. I don't know what to tell you other than I know exactly what you mean by that feeling. Hang in there until someone can get here to give you some advice. ((((((hugs)))))

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Im here for you.

Neri, what you've asked is almost exactly what's in a lyric of a song that i like.......i was so shocked when i read it. Guy Clark wrote the song..i know what you're talking about..i guess we all cope in different ways....i wish that you had a friend nearby that you could express yourself to. i hate when this happens. can you write down your feelings? that's what i do...is there a relative that you trust?i wish i could help you more........pat

i have a journal and i've been writing there all night but it doesn't seem to help at all i wish even one of you lived around here

i wish i lived close by also.......we could talk all night....Pat

*hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling this way!

Okay.. gettin less bad. Actually got a little done today. I feel the need to organize, so started doing laundry and stuff like that. Would be awesome to get this place cleaned.

But I also have to go and sign up for the second part of driving school. Don't feel like putting all my energy to my apartment when I know there's a big fat bill coming that I have to deal with. My financial situation hasn't been too great after I threw my money around like a crazy person while ago. I could go there later. My license is valid to next November. But my basically only real life friend wants to go before summer, cuz she moves away in june and she wants to go to this particular driving school. And I don't wanna go alone. Plus I too really wanna go to this one, we were together there for the first part, and the teachers there are sooooooooooooooooo HOT!!!