I kind of feel like I'm breaking down today. My psych nurse hasnt gotten back to me, and I have left multiple messages about needing medication tomorrow. I'm sure she is busy. I wish I wasn't mentally ill. Sometimes I feel like a different, lower less than kind of person. I don't know why. I'm sick of it. I don't want to see myself this way! These past few days have sucked. Emotionally. What is wrong with me, I don't know. I want to be acknowledged and seen and I feel guilty for this.

Update / edit: I'm going to be ok. I just needed to get this out!

[eskielover]

We all need to be heard & when we have a need that isnt acknowledged even if its because the person is very busy it still leaves us in that unheard state that causes us anxiety no matter how we try to explain it away & understand the other persons situation