Don't know...

Sept, I really can't help figure out what the payoff is but I can remember that you love him. Yes, when he was in Canada you missed him and I asked you about it and you said you loved him. Love is a complicated thing. I hope you can love yourself as much so you are on equal ground and you can get your needs met.

Oh, wow! Now... I know you didn't mean to make my eyes sting so bad. LOL Now they're watering...

I'm questioning that "love" now. How can you love someone that treats you like crap? All he does is take, take, take. He's allowed to throw his childish trantrums, but I'm not even allowed to even begin to sound frustrated or angry!

I think I'm in love with what he could be if ... but he's happy with the way he is. He's 13 yrs old, emotionally. He's just as much an A hole as any teenager and just as demanding if not more. It's always all about HIM! What kind of a relationship can you have with THAT?

Had a hard time sleeping so I took some Tylenol PM. It's noon. I just woke up. "HE" still isn't back, but I didn't expect him, anyway.

Feeling bad about how I acted with the drunk neighbor. Not for the drunk neighbor but for Art. He's been serious since then, not his crazy self. He came over last night to check on me. Didn't say much. Just asked me if I had some candy, which I don't keep in the house. Still got my hug and kiss when he left.

I'm still hating the drunk neighbor and wondering what kind of trouble I'd be in if every time he comes over, I sprayed him with pepper spray. He's not too drunk nor too stupid to know better than to set foot on my property. He comes right up to the fence line but that's it.

I'm thinking Jerry had better not come home, either!! I'm not taking and crap from ANYONE!!

Sept, I don't know what to say in support, only that I have a neighbor the same way. He actually has the cop's number on speed dial and calls them for the dumbest reasons. One time was because the kid next door was teasing his son about not being able to make a basket.

A cop pulled in my driveway one day and asked if I knew anything of his latest report, and she just rolled her eyes when I suggested that calling them is his hobby. LOL Hopefully your cops have the same less than stellar opinion of your neighbor.

Some do, some don't. I've never seen the cops that responded yesterday. Now the drunk is getting smart enough to call annon. because he knows they're on to him. gggrrrrrrrr

Oh, and he never calls the cops on anyone except ME! A neighbor walked by yesterday after the cops had been here. We've never spoken before. All she said was "Again?" and pointed to his house. We laughed and I said "Still!" Neither one of us needed to say anything else.