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Member Since Nov 2004
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Here's what I'd LIKE to do today (at least I can still dream!)...
1) Bring kind, freindly & beautiful lady-freind over to my house. She is so understanding and I feel like I'm on cloud nine when I'm around her (yes, I love her for her body AND mind). 2) Watch a movie together, cuddle and... 3) Relax with a bottle of Gin and tonic over crushed ice and a nice rum-soaked cigar and watch the anxiety go bye-bye. 4) Order a couple of large pizzas. 5) More talking, eating, drinking, cuddling... 6) Fall asleep in each other's arm and sleep in till noon the next day. Ok, this was pretty much how I lived my life as a teen/young adult. These days (thank's to my mental probs) it's more like... 1) Wake up in a state of anxiety and gloom. 2) No beloved coffee because I get the jitters all day 3) No "cuddling" (or other intimacies) because I'm not married and it is "wicked" and "sinful". 4) No drinking because I was an alcoholic once and it was a nightmare. 5) No "big cigars" because even though I love the smell/taste/feeling, I have anxiety/allergy related breathing probs. 6) No pizza because the economy sucked the life out of me and frankly, I just can't afford it...or the gin...or the cigar. I sure do miss my "fun" life. What the heck happened to it???. |
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Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2004
Location: PA USA
Posts: 7,878
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It grew up into reality, GLAD to see ya back we've missed ya
Angie __________________ A good day is when the crap hits the fan and I have time to duck. |
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Poohbah
Member Since Oct 2004
Location: UK
Posts: 1,034
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Hi Grey,
Well, there is one thing that you haven't lost - your sense of humour! Cheers, e |
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