does not care! Cannot do it

(((((( crystal )))))) Cannot do what?

Okay, maybe you cannot at this moment; but maybe you can, if you try. I see one definition of "angelic" is, "a saintly concern for his fellow men." As a fellow person, sometimes you have to make caring about yourself a priority.

Good luck!

Aww, Crystal~

How I can SO relate to feeling as the "does not care. CANNOT do it"!
Been there just recently. In fact, I still am periodically. Not an easy place to be psychologically/emotionally.

Truth is, life CAN suck. There are moments when it really is TOO hard. It DOES leave you feeling absolutely alone in it. And there SEEMS there is no end to the despair.
But also KNOW that, you are NOT alone. There ARE better times ahead.

I've discovered that when I feel I "cannot do it", that is when I accept the fact that (at that time) I simply CAN'T! I accept that. And that acceptance in itself allows it to find me... (no point in beating myself up over trying to obtain something that I'm fully aware I "cannot do").

I've also learned that by accepting my limitations is by no means acceptance of "defeat" or "failure", although it can certainly feel that way, (and I'm definitely one for falling into the "Imma failure" syndrome).

It just takes, (lol..."just". I know, even THAT much can seem overwhelming), a bit of endurance, a hint of awareness, a tad of practice and a ray of faith TO allow it to come.
Hang in there...."it" WILL find you, as well

Shangrala

I'll care for the both of us right now so you will be safe.... k