Since the worthless doc won't delete my account I thought I'd help him. This place sucks. Full of whiney *** people with bull $hit problems... and that includes myself. Everyone here needs to grow the ***** up and get a *****ing life.

[(JD)]

RYAN what's going on friend? Please talk to us.

[January]

RYAN

Talk to me. We all mean you well. We all want to be your friend.
Tell me what's happening.

Jan

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RYAN

Talk to me. We all mean you well. We all want to be your friend.
Tell me what's happening.

Jan

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Nothing's *****ing happening. I've asked repeatedly to be deleted from this God forsaken place with no results. So I'm gonna MAKE some God Damned results.

[(JD)]

Ryan... (((((HUGS)))))) I know you're hurting... the move your lovable ferrets... please... it won't always feel so bad...

[SeptemberMorn]

Ryan, you must be at the end of downward spiral, right? I'm sorry you're feeling this way.

What's the big deal with Doc John closing your account? If you don't want to be a member just don't come here. Easy as that.

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Ryan... (((((HUGS)))))) I know you're hurting... the move your lovable ferrets... please... it won't always feel so bad...

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You think that's it, don't you? YOU'RE WRONG!!!

[(JD)]

Ryan you've always been supportive of me, always giving me understanding and care... please let me return it for you.. can I do something to make things better for you?

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Ryan, you must be at the end of downward spiral, right? I'm sorry you're feeling this way.

What's the big deal with Doc John closing your account? If you don't want to be a member just don't come here. Easy as that.

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You'd think so, but it's not the case.

[(JD)]

Why not Ryan? We want you around. We want you to feel better.

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Why not Ryan? We want you around. We want you to feel better.

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Do you really? I HIGHLY doubt that.

[(JD)]

please ((((HUGS))))

[January]

Ry,

I'm here if you need me. I'm in chat. Come there or pm me if you wish.

Jan

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please ((((HUGS))))

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Thanks for the hugs. I appreciate them regardless of what you may think of me.

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Nothing's *****ing happening. I've asked repeatedly to be deleted from this God forsaken place with no results. So I'm gonna MAKE some God Damned results.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Ryan,

I've admired your inner resolve in the time you've been here. You've faced many things that you hadn't wanted to or weren't ready to until recently.

From what little you've written in the past bit I know you have major life changes happening which would put stress on anyone but tends to impact those of us with the mental illnesses/disorders a wee bit more.

Aw heck......it straight out flattens me. I can't handle life stressors the same way as I used to. Somehow I've got to come to peace with that.

Will the deletion of your account here bring peace to you?

I wish you well and hope you find whatever it is you need wherever that may take you. Sometimes our journeys bring us back to places we thought were forever behind us.

kindly,
__zh

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Nothing's *****ing happening. I've asked repeatedly to be deleted from this God forsaken place with no results. So I'm gonna MAKE some God Damned results.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Ryan,

I've admired your inner resolve in the time you've been here. You've faced many things that you hadn't wanted to or weren't ready to until recently.

From what little you've written in the past bit I know you have major life changes happening which would put stress on anyone but tends to impact those of us with the mental illnesses/disorders a wee bit more.

Aw heck......it straight out flattens me. I can't handle life stressors the same way as I used to. Somehow I've got to come to peace with that.

Will the deletion of your account here bring peace to you?

I wish you well and hope you find whatever it is you need wherever that may take you. Sometimes our journeys bring us back to places we thought were forever behind us.

kindly,
__zh

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You've always been so kind to me and I appreciate that more than you will EVER know. Thanks for your friendship.

[(JD)]

I think well of you Ryan. I really do. I know you are trying to handle a lot of stressors in your life right now. I know it's hard for you, but I believe you can do this. I believe you need support like the rest of us.. I think you are a very caring person!

dude.....I have no clue what's going on for you. I don't even know what to offer up as without context it seems empty.

All I can say is anytime you want to drop back in here there will be a place for you.

Peace bruddah.

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I think well of you Ryan. I really do. I know you are trying to handle a lot of stressors in your life right now. I know it's hard for you, but I believe you can do this. I believe you need support like the rest of us.. I think you are a very caring person!

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I wish I was a caring person. But I just don't care anymore. I'm not even close to the person you all thought I was.

please don't tell me the eye patch was just a real injury?!

Yaargh matey I can't handle these types of bubble bursting revelations!

((Ry)) <<--cuz I care anyway even if you are a toad or frankenryan or whatever it is you are that we are all so waaaaaaay off base about. And the oscar goes to........Ryan! Hey buddy, we're all good actors here with our diseases and disorders. Lots of us "pass" as normies. Shhhhh.

knucklehead!

__zh fellow knucklehead

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please don't tell me the eye patch was just a real injury?!

Yaargh matey I can't handle these types of bubble bursting revelations!

((Ry)) <<--cuz I care anyway even if you are a toad or frankenryan or whatever it is you are that we are all so waaaaaaay off base about. And the oscar goes to........Ryan! Hey buddy, we're all good actors here with our diseases and disorders. Lots of us "pass" as normies. Shhhhh.

knucklehead!

__zh fellow knucklehead

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Again I say that you've been such a good friend to me and I can't thank you enough. But it's time for "Ryan" to be a part of history.

[(JD)]

You do care Ryan. I know you do. You can trust me for now, not your own thinking, ok? (((RYAN)))

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You do care Ryan. I know you do. You can trust me for now, not your own thinking, ok? (((RYAN)))

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I'm thinking quite clearly on my own and I know that I'm better off without this place. I appreciate your friendship, but the Ryan we all know and love is weak and pathetic. He'll not be posting here anymore after I'm done with him.

Names, like sports jerseys, can be retired.

People can step away to take better care of life matters but I'm not going to let a statement like "time to be a part of history" pass without mention.

I respect your needs and reiterate there is space here should you pass this way again.

I was gonna quote The Magnificent Seven here but I'll just suggest you watch it instead as it ROCKS for just pulling one out of their own head and into the great adaptation of Akira Kurosawa's Seven Samurai.

[SeptemberMorn]

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Ryan, you must be at the end of downward spiral, right? I'm sorry you're feeling this way.

What's the big deal with Doc John closing your account? If you don't want to be a member just don't come here. Easy as that.

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You'd think so, but it's not the case.

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Yeah, it is. This isn't you. You're screaming out for help and trying to prove to yourself that nobody cares. It's not gonna happen, Hun, because we all love you here. I've always had faith in you and I've always cared for you. Just because you're having a rough time of it, and understandably so, doesn't mean that I'm going to stop. I've been down in the gutter myself and I've risen. You will, too. I know you will!