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May 25, 2010 at 04:30 PM
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can't do this
please let this pass me by... make it go away pleeeeeeeeeeaaaaaase!!!!!!!!!!!! I gave up and now I've lost him. lousy mother lousy if he at least felt better my poor boy   I HATE MYSELF! IT HUUUUURTS! NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! |
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May 25, 2010 at 05:03 PM
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broken record... I'm sorry
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May 25, 2010 at 05:03 PM
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 (((Shadow Writer))) Sitting beside you quietly during this time of deep distress. Sending up for you and yours prayers of hope, and healing. 
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May 25, 2010 at 05:14 PM
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ruffy THANK YOU!
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May 25, 2010 at 06:09 PM
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I am so sorry about your pain ShadowWriter. I hope you can find relief. My thoughts are with you. shaggy
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May 25, 2010 at 11:13 PM
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ShadowWriter, beating yourself up does not help. One way or another, your son will have to encounter the challenges he now is facing. You did not give up. You loved your boy so much you are willing to go through this hell.
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May 26, 2010 at 03:27 AM
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I agree with TheByzantine. You loved your son enough to get him the help he really needs and deserves. Try not to be so hard on yourself.
__________________  Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's a sign of having tried too hard to be strong for too long. |
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May 26, 2010 at 03:32 AM
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Take care of yourself.
__________________ He is still working me to make me what I ought to be... and does He have a job. Aunt Donna formerly faylowell  
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May 26, 2010 at 04:19 AM
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I read your words and I try... I really try to deal with this in a constructive way. My logical mind is a bit switched off at the moment... Although my brain also knows his pain and the reasons as to why this hurts so bad. I do the things needed to help him from a distance and we drive to see him and he comes home for very short visits... but my heart is crying... bleeding.
He NEEDS to feel better... then hopefully I'll feel a bit better too. Now I feel the exhaustion after years upon years of struggling along. Thank you for listening to my cries... I just can't keep it inside any longer. |
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May 26, 2010 at 03:20 PM
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I hear you Quietly l hear you As you try to hide your pain Broken into pieces Wishing he could remain The love that only a mom could know The pain locked deep inside Feeling that you failed him No where left to hide. Thoughts spinning wildly Feeling what more should l have done The reality and the logic Wishing they just wouldnt come You are a special woman And all the world can see A mom who loves a boy so much And always fulfilled his needs So now my friend Let me just say A mom like you Would make my day. So each time that the doubts set in You know that l am here To sit a while and let you see There is a way beyond this fear. I know its hard and hurts so much I pray each single day That soon you will both begin To see the sunlight of this day. Love you my friend, sorry l wasnt around last night for you, remember that l care Mandy xx __________________  "never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish.... few things are more humiliating and what a tragedy when they believe you"
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May 26, 2010 at 03:58 PM
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I don't find words to describe the high value your support holds, M. You've carried me through many tears... many moments of despair... I feel beaten to the ground and then you always come running to grab a hold of my hands to lift me up - back on my feet - to walk again. Your ears have listened patiently to my cries... my words of doubt in times when energy has been so low. Even in your own misery - you've been there for me. Thank you, my dearest friend!
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