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Apr 05, 2011, 08:14 PM
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People controlling me, manipulating everything I do, don't want to do what I want to do but complain that I don't do what they want to to do(even though I have went to their events everytime). I am also sure I have received more negative things than I have done negative things to other people. I keep a list of it and it's so true. Today, I have done something that's really horrible. I cursed my mother because I was in distress. She doesn't understand the position I'm in. She have all the friends she has, and we both have the same personality, but I see on facebook that she proportionally ahve more friends than I do and I find myself why? Is it because I'm disabled, not that good looking while she is? My brother goes to a better school than I do and all these fake friends on facebook are always posting on his walls. He has the worst personality I've ever experienced. He is very arrogant and a smart aleck. I don't understand why he has more friends than I do.
People are wondering why I have such a low facebook status(low pic count and friends) when I am truly a good guy. Is it true that nice guys always finish last? |
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Apr 05, 2011, 09:33 PM
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Hello, Frank. Is professional help an option for you?
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Apr 06, 2011, 12:04 AM
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Yes it is. I've been receiving professional help for about 6 years ever since I've developed depression. It helps somewhat but never cures it. I have regretted it now since I learned how much money I have wasted because of my mental instability. If only I had known about going to receive professional help online, I would have done so.
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Apr 06, 2011, 01:02 AM
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There are some days it feels like no good deed goes unpunished. ahem
I do hope that you will stop measuring your worth by the number of friends you have compared to someone else. |
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Apr 06, 2011, 02:05 AM
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Perhaps you might benefit from printing your posts for your therapist?
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Apr 06, 2011, 03:11 AM
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All have issues. Some chose un-healthy ways to rid themselves of their personal misery or insecurities. To me the number or more of 'people/friends' etc - Really only shows how much a like people are. Their are people who build themselves by be-litting others - Then there are people like you and me who build ourselves 'slowly' on the truth - "the truth shall set us free" = what it tells me is HEY I'M OKAY. I'm not HIDING behind or putting things, like fault off on others. So I chose to get by moment by moment - It's the only way! Also It helps me see a bit clearer. This may not make any sense, but I do what I can to make it through the rough moments, as all they truly are - Are Individuals Moments. Also each one we go through - we can look at it to change the next moment to a better degree for ourselves. These are my ramblings. Hope it's okay... just wanted to let you know I DO HEAR YOU 
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