[aria83]

I had kind of a bad day today. It was my day off. I know, that's kinda vague, but it's all I can give right now.

I have been hanging out with my ex for the past 3 months. And everything points to: it's not a good idea. But I kept doing it. Because he was available. But it's not fun anymore. The thing is, I really need to build NEW supportive relationships. Because I can't be around him anymore. And it's making me sad for many reasons.

There is a women's group in my community next week, I'm going to go to it.

Also, I am going to do things with my mom, my available friends, I will journal in my journal. A lot. I will do things in the community. I will take classes I will stay busy.

Yeah, if you haven't guessed by now, writing in this forum is therapeutic to me. I don't always need an answer, but it's nice to write where someone else is listening.

I hope everyone is having a good night. Tell me how your day was if you want.