[sometimes]

Can anyone help me? I feel lost. I don't know if anyone cares about me. I don't know what to do. I want to trust myself. I want to believe in myself. I want to do the right thing. I want to be happy. I want to be useful. I want to have fun. I want to be a sharing and likeable person. I want to find someone i can love, who i can spend a lot of time with, who i have things in common with, who i can stroke and kiss and cuddle and joke with. I don't want to be alone. I want to commit to someone, to have a boyfriend or girlfriend who is proud of me and proud of that title. I want to experience everything that life has to offer. I want to be open to new experiences and be able to challenge myself where i feel i need to, where i feel my weaknesses lie. What should i do to attain this? Who should i turn to for advice? Who loves me and who do i love back? Help!

Hey, you!

I feel for you! I´ve felt like you and still do in several parts of what you´ve written!

Sometimes life isn´t what we want it to be... But you know what???!!! That doesn´t make you a worthless person! I read, that you live for love... To say something like that, makes you very lovable! You can be loved! You are YOU and you are GOOD! Only by writing what you just wrote, makes me feel and know that you´re a deep person with wonderful feelings and thoughts!

PM me if you like.

(((((((((sometimes))))))))

[sometimes]

I'm going to translate what you said to me. I do this cos it helps me. I do it cos it may help you.

"Hello.

i want to die. Do you? I feel disconnected. I want to die. Can you believe that? I feel worthless, Don't kill yourself, We need you. You can do it. Just be happy. I read what you said and i think that was wonderful. I am here for you. Have a big hug"

Thankyou.

In response to that, i am working on some guidelines that i want to put on the net to help people deal with suicidal feelings. For a discussion that i started, go to "depression" and read "Violence in our life". It has been going quite well.

Keep on keeping on!

All my love,

Sometimes

[Lexicon78]

It sounds like we're in the same boat. I just want you to know you are not alone in feeling all of this and that if you need to talk I'm here.

Unfortunately I don't have the answers you seek because I am also looking for those answers.

Hang in there.

[sometimes]

Cheers, Lex!