[Xambgii]

For about 3 weeks, I keep having more suicidal thoughts than normal........
Almost 24/7, nonstop, no matter what I'm doing, even if I don't feel bad that day it's always "I want to die."

Hi Xamgii - im sorry you feel this way. Do you currently have any support in dealing with these feelings? It sounds as though they're preventing you from being able to function normally so if you're not currently receiving any counselling it may be something to look into. What has helped you cope with these feelings in the past? Is a there a friend or family member who has proved particularly helpful? Im sorry if ive not been very helpful but i hope you feel better shortly. Continue to post on here if you find it a source of comfort - we're all ears if you need to vent or want advice. Best wishes.

[Xambgii]

I don't have support. I've never had it. I don't recall ever coping with depression in the past. I wait for it to come and go cause I don't know how to otherwise.