[Xambgii]

Up and down. Up and down. Catapulting up to fall flat on my ***. Being trapped to a never ending mental seesaw. Anxiety because you can't get off. Isolation because no one can pull you off. It never slows down because no one can really understand. Yet, despite it being out of my control, lately, the more I learn. The more I try to get better, the more I'm aware. The more I percieve. The more I understand that others do not. I have a hard time relating to or understand my peers because of that..... Because they don't understand and are still developing a base of understanding.

[Leed]

Hello - I'm sure you DO have a hard time relating. It must be difficult for you.

Have you tried visiting the BiPolar forum? Perhaps some of the people there can answer some of your questions. I cannot diagnose you as I'm not a doctor, but what you describe certainly SOUNDS like BiPolar disorder, so perhaps you could describe to THEM what you go thru all the time, and they could help you. But whatever happens you would have to see a doctor.

I do recommend therapy for you. See your medical doctor and get a referral to a good therapist so you can get a definite diagnosis and begin therapy. The sooner you do the better you'll feel.

I wish you the very best. Please keep us posted and let us know how you're doing but keep posted here too. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee

[Miswimmy1]

have you tried therapy? i agree with lee that it sounds like bipolar, but i also think it could be anxiety... there are both forums on here, so i would look around and maybe try asking there...