[MrsUnderstood]

I'm really quite confused and in desperate need of answers until I can speak to my health team, but is it possible to actually HAVE more than one personality disorder, e.g suffer from dependant personality and borderline personality and dissoiative? I have been suffering from numerous problems since I was 13 and am now 24, although some have been confused with others over time and I am so frazzled. I have been suffering from severe depression on and off but mainly on since I was 13, and also have a long suffering eating disorder and chronic aniexty, and have been told in the past I had OCD although I feel this was wrong, I do have ocd tendancies mainly thought processes I guess, and have really just become so confused with everything. I am not doing well at the moment, but I am finding I have completley become uncomfortable being around people even people who should be close to me, and find I can't answer a question simply, I get my words tied very easily and 'longed' out, and suddenly forget what we were talking about or just give up in mid sentance. I am all very aware of my behaviour making me more nervous and anxious, and then just feel the urge for them to leave and I can't deal with having to look after them socially if they are with me. More worryingly I have started to do things and completley forgot I've done them. e.g. I will take my medication (propranonlol) and then do a small task, and then will completley have a mind lapse as to whether I have taken them? I always have the sense of dread that I've forgot something or done something, and I end up having to tell myself it is actually in my hand. my doc just says its the aniexty and letting myself get like that but I feel like I'm loosing my mind a bit. There are many, many other issues and feelings and things I feel, but I know I can't put it all on here. I just didnt know if someone could maybe explain whats happening, and if it is possible to have multiple personality disorders...

[beadlady29]

Hi Mrs.Understood. It is hard to say whats goign on. All yuo realloy talk abuot is some forgetfulneess that suonds rather mild compared to what us beadies go thru (wqe re dx DID) and a lot of anxiety and it suondsn liek depressoin. ummmmmmm if yuon want to takl moer but do not feel safe taklign abot ur issues on teh general forums, please feel free to pm us anytime. we wuold love to at least be a suonding board adn a suorce of support for u,,,,adn help in any ohter way we can.........hagn in their, mary sue adn all of us beadies

[Tonker]

Hello MrsUnderstood
I understand how hard it is when you forget things ive forgoten how to punctutate i have also stoped in mid sentance not knowing that i was even talking its alot easier when it happens around my family they are used to it but its alot harder when they are not around i have to use a pill organiser to help me remember if ive taken them or not ive been diagnosed with conversion disorder and post tramatic stress disorder i also have problems walking and have to be in a wheelchair if im going long distances i do have aniexty problems and panic attacks all because i was abused in a former marriage ive been told that its my brain sending wrong signal to different part of my body they say they dont know why and they are doing studys on it they hope to have more answers within the next ten years so basicly i` have to just live with it i wish i had more answers to give you i just dont know if their is any i think think the answer is that there is alot of people out there that are going thru alot of the same kind of things that you are and we just need to be strong and put ourselfs out there so we can find one another for friendship and support if you ever need someone to talk to im here
Tonker