[Justin85]

Im having a delusional or OCD intrusive thought about being at my brothers wedding and him publicly humiliating me and telling personal things i have talked to all parties involved while my brother wouldn't admit it because he would fear retaliation my mother father and grandmother seem to say im crazy but im sure i heard people mention things about it,but this was 4yrs ago and i cant let go of publicly being humiliated at this point my psy docs says she thinks it delusional disorder and while another psy doc i saw say she thinks a bad form of ocd like pure o,but i didn't respond well to risperdal,effexor,paxil,zoloft i felt good for a week but i got worse, i tried abilfy i was allergic im freshly on luvox and cymbalta for months and luvox for 3 days.

im not sure why i cant regain some sort of normalcy even if it is delusions or real i cant stop thinking about it i just want to function.

[Travelinglady]

That does sound like a very distressing delusion. We can't diagnose here, since we aren't experts, but I'm wondering if you have tried to see a therapist to talk about why this might be a big issue for you and to maybe get some treatment than just medications. A thought anyway. I hope you can get rid of this problem soon.

[shezbut]

I am sorry that you're feeling such high anxiety about your brother's wedding. Are you seeing a T, to come up with plans on how to work through these intense emotions when they strike? Exercise helped me when panic was a huge part of my world. Perhaps that could help you get through moments when you feel overwhelmed.

Personally, medications haven't helped in a lot of different areas in my life. I've had to go on and find other techniques to pick up the slack. Seeing a psychologist or social worker, occupational therapist, independent living worker, regular exercise, hobbies (puzzles, fishing, crafts, poetry)...those things have helped me feel a little more in control of my life now.

Best wishes to you...