[CherryBerry9339]

For the past month on and off I've been feeling kind of weird. Like different.
I can go from being misserable to being happy in a few minutes, then a few minutes later I'm crying.
My hands have been shaking for no reason, and my whole body shakes sometimes. My hands have been twitching randomly along with my eyes O.O
I've been getting this feeling in the pit of my stomach that I feel like I want to hurt someone. I feel like hurting people who have done absolutely nothing to me.
A few times I was randomly smiling, I could tell it was a big smile and it was out of the blue. I went to look in a mirror to see how ridiculous I looked. But my smile was different. It was just plain creepy.
Does anyone know what this could mean?
It's really worrying me..

[Love/Hate09]

My moods tend to go up and down, that's quite usual with many types of depression so you could be suffering with depression which is going in an up/down cycle. I'm not exactly an expert but i have suffered with quite severe depression and my moods tend to go up and down quite a lot. I don't have any desire to hurt anyone but i used to get really angry and resentful towards people but i eventually realised that nobody is perfect and everyone has their own problems to deal with so sometimes we can expect too much from people and then be disappointed when they fail to deliver as we hoped. Try and be patient with people and maybe reach out to someone, a friend or something and exlpain how you are feeling.

[CherryBerry9339]

Originally Posted by Love/Hate09

My moods tend to go up and down, that's quite usual with many types of depression so you could be suffering with depression which is going in an up/down cycle. I'm not exactly an expert but i have suffered with quite severe depression and my moods tend to go up and down quite a lot. I don't have any desire to hurt anyone but i used to get really angry and resentful towards people but i eventually realised that nobody is perfect and everyone has their own problems to deal with so sometimes we can expect too much from people and then be disappointed when they fail to deliver as we hoped. Try and be patient with people and maybe reach out to someone, a friend or something and exlpain how you are feeling.

It probably is depression.
But when I say I want to hurt people. They've done absolutely nothing in a bad way, they don't dissapoint me. The people I feel like hurting are people that I actually like :/

[Love/Hate09]

Not that sure what to advise, do you think you are likely to harm someone? A lot of it may just come down to frustration and you have no outlet for the frustration.

[CherryBerry9339]

Originally Posted by Love/Hate09

Not that sure what to advise, do you think you are likely to harm someone? A lot of it may just come down to frustration and you have no outlet for the frustration.

i acidently hurt a close friend of mine. I twisted her wrist and i felt so bad . I'm don't think i will but eventually if my life stays the way it is i might..

[possum220]

CherryBerry, please go and see a doctor who may be able to help you with answers to your mood swings and hand tics. We are a place to talk but cannot diagnose. Take good care of yourself.

[scaredgirl1001]

Is anyone there? I NEED to talk to someone, am scared of how intense my fear of life is