[wadingthruemotions]

I am having a clear day so far. No racing thoughts, no anger, no irritability.

Actually having one of the bet days so far I have had in a long time.

I realized this morning after I woke up still laying in bed that I am a survivor of this so called life. I have survived so many things to date, from the horrors of my so called childhood that was taken from me, to my mental states along the way, to physical illness, job loss, etc.

I have not totally given up. I continue to mush through the bad times, hopefully try to enjoy the good times and deal with everything in between.

Now of course this is how I see things today. I am also writing this down so I can go back here and read this when in the throws of the crap times that come upon me very quickly and maddening as they do every single flipping day.

Here's to the good times, may we forever enjoy them as much as we can.

To the bad, well I know you are out there lurking to take me down to my lowest and for that I say, okay I will deal with you then.

Thanks for listening/reading to anyone that comes here.

[chumchum]

Originally Posted by wadingthruemotions

I am having a clear day so far. No racing thoughts, no anger, no irritability.

Actually having one of the bet days so far I have had in a long time.

I realized this morning after I woke up still laying in bed that I am a survivor of this so called life. I have survived so many things to date, from the horrors of my so called childhood that was taken from me, to my mental states along the way, to physical illness, job loss, etc.

I have not totally given up. I continue to mush through the bad times, hopefully try to enjoy the good times and deal with everything in between.

Now of course this is how I see things today. I am also writing this down so I can go back here and read this when in the throws of the crap times that come upon me very quickly and maddening as they do every single flipping day.

Here's to the good times, may we forever enjoy them as much as we can.

To the bad, well I know you are out there lurking to take me down to my lowest and for that I say, okay I will deal with you then.

Thanks for listening/reading to anyone that comes here.

Many blessings to you. It takes courage to keep going. Every trial you face you can put under your belt as experience and lesson learned.

[Leed]

Bless your heart!

It takes courage to make it thru what many of us have had to face. And if it effects some of us mentally, well so what? We'll beat that too! There is certainly no shame in it.

I love your attitude! And don't you DARE give up! Stay with the rest of us and fight this! We'll be here to help you.

So here's to the good times - and as for the bad times -- well, I don't use that kind of language.

Take care and God bless. Hugs, Lee

[kaliope]

Very good attitude Wading. What you are is resilient. Don't ever forget that. you possess much strength to cope the way you do, forever getting up each time you have been knocked down. You should print out what you have posted and put it on a piece of card stock and place it in a prominent place in your home so you can read it every day so you never forget exactly how strong and resilient you are!