[Yismymindblank12]

I just saw something online bout a neurobehavioral science bout children with persistent memories of past lives. What is interesting the child had the same emotional attachment feelings in general that I have to mine. The boy vividly remembers his mother and family in the small Island of Barra that has long passed away during the sixties and seventies. What is weird he has a serious connection and pure memory of the place that is more than accurate and he doesn't think he believes them he grew up knowing it. How I can assume I have this as well, and I am currently getting my appointment setup with my neuro dr.s as well. They want to prove my case of my existence of my past life of the 1930's. The only true evidence was that I was someone famous and someone who owned a Deusenberg convertible. I missed my wife who died a tragic death. I also remember my feelings of the day when I proposed to marry her. I had this come up as visions and dreams and was apart of my early childhood. They did say that most kids who experience this will grow out of it when they go to school into their new life, but my situation is quite different, because I still vividly remember a lot more details than mentioned. Also I remember my first name was William, it's not like some belief or anything. You feel it everyday, I know exactly that boy might grow out of it with school, but he might do what I did. Is preserve the memory ingrain it in longterm physically instead of dismissing it and forgetting it. The only match I have found with someone who could be me, back in my memory is the actor Clark Gable who also drove a white duesenberg convertible and lost his wife in a plane crash. Lots of reports after she died he was never letting it go. What is weird when I was a child, I felt this urge and need to feel to intimate no matter how close I was with my mom or any female, I just had a need I need to see my wife. I kept it quiet and kept a lot to myself. I just use what I always remember. I did a lot of mental milestones to keep some memories alive even at 19. I did more research and saw his wife at the time Carole Lombard and for no reason. I came across her before but while doing the whole research, I just felt some familiarity and like it's not anything I made up. Like I truly knew her, but idk how also bout myself too and everything. When I saw her face from back then. It blew my mind how pretty she was, like it felt like love at first sight. It might not be the best to post this stuff on here, because people think I am crazy, but does anyone else had this experience and not be able to open up like I do for the first time? I only chose because I have a Dr.s appointment on this because the head of neurology where I lived demanded it for me. Also I begged for this from my DR.s to explain my memories, because they affect greatly on my emotional health.