[jbug]

I am having a crappy day.

First off I hit snooze one to many times and that threw off my total morning routine and I ended up leaving the house later than I like....I know I know my own fault.

Then I get to school and take my Business Machine's test again and this time I didn't use the percent signs because on the last test I did and got them wrong. Well guess what I got them wrong again because I didn't use the signs this time.....WILL SHE MAKE UP HER @@@@@@ MIND?!!!!

Then I get to leave school early because in my Database Management class we had our midterm on Monday and I got mine finished then but the rest of the class didn't so they had to finish it today. So I just uploaded mine to the teacher's site and away I went. So that wasn't bad.

Then I get to my clinic where I get my meds which I had called in yesterday to pick them up. Granted this is a different office in the same company and I'm used to the office in Springdale. So I get there and tell them I'm here to pick up my Lunesta and they look around and say well did they call you tell you it was ready? I said no I didn't know that was required. They said well yes until you get the call you don't get your meds. So I tell them well I called yesterday and in Springdale they are ready the next day. She said well this is Bentonville and we call when they are ready. I told her well I am out of them now and need them is there anyway the nurse can quickly get them for me. She got all snotty and said you are to call before you run out and it will probably be tomorrow before you can pick them up. WTF!!! She tried to give me a piece of paper telling me this I told her forget it and walked out.

I just want to curl up, sleep, throw things, eat and eat, get drunk, smoke and scream. I HATE THINGS RIGHT NOW!!!

Jbug

[(JD)]

Well there isn't anything you can do about any of that now. (((hugs))) Let's work on not being so angry at yourself for being human. We all want life to be easier, and therefore we assume many things (often without even thinking there might be a difference) because we want it to "just" flow for us. Sometimes it works out for us, and we accept it eagerly. Sometimes it doesn't... like for you today.

The day isn't over. Do something to help you feel better about yourself, ok?

[jbug]

Where is the moment when you need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Tell me your blue sky's fade to grey
Tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You're standin' in line just to hit a new low
You're fakin' a smile with the coffee to go
Tell me your life's been way off line
You're fallin' to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

'Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're comin' back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day... you had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day, you're takin' one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're comin' back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day...(mmm... holiday)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well all that strong
And I'm not wrong... (Yeahh!!)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
(oh, when you're down)
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

'Cause you had a bad day, you're takin' one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, you see what you like
And how does it feel, one more time,
You had a bad day... you had a bad day
(ahh yeahh!!)
You had a bad day 3x
(faded)

I have been singing this in my head all day. I have it so it supposedly starts to play when you go to my myspace page but it didn't start to play for me. HMMM Anyway I think I'm gonna go take a nap and maybe when I wake up the world will be better.

Jbug

[JustAPixie]

((((((((((( Jbug )))))))))

Usually when one thing goes wrong everything follows suit!!! I hope tomorrow will be a better day and that you get your meds...

[January]

((((((((( Jannie )))))))))

I hope tomorrow is a much better day.

Hugs,

Jan

[wisewoman]

Hang on for a bright tomorrow.

[TYMBERWOLV]

HEY I USED TO LIVE IN CHICKENDALE

[jbug]

Thanks guys. Today was not really a good day but not really a terrible day either. I had run my battery down yesterday when I was out here at my parents and to get home last night had to get it jumped. Well this morning I go out to go to school and low and behold it still won't start. I didn't want to go to school anyway!
I spent the morning on the couch watching Daytime T.V. then a friend came and gave me a jump and I went to therapy. We decided that this fitting me in between clients wasn't working so I am to see him twice a week and should hopefully get my own slot. I then got a jump from the cute security guard and came home. Dad came and got me a little bit ago...gave me a jump and is now working on putting a new battery in.
This weekend is craft fair weekend so after mom gets done at school tomorrow we are hitting the one here in her town then on Saturday will do some more. Gotta love some retail therapy to help matters.

Jbug