I didn't know where else to put this. If you can just wish me luck, that would be enough.
Sound a roommate on Sat. Said he would call today but didn't. Said he would bring half the deposit with him on Monday. If he doesn't show, I don't know what else to do. I really love my place. After 8 years it has become my home. The thought of packing everthing up and putting it in storage and finding another place to live (with lousy credit) is too much.
I am just so terrified. Didn't sleep for the second night in a row.
If he doesn't show, I will soon lose cable, internet and phone. And then electricity. And then my home.
I hate allowing anyone to do this to me. Already got a payday loan, nothing to pawn and there was no insurance money. There are shelters, especially for vets, but I'd rather live in my van than give up my little four legged prince. Since my husband died, he is all I have.
Please pray for me. I'm really, really scared of what today will bring.

[pegasus]

Hello!

There must be plenty people out there looking for somewhere to stay. Can you put another advert out, a postcard in a shop, I think they have places on Facebook where you can advertise for free also. Maybe this guy backing out is for the best and you'll find someone far better. I have my fingers crossed for you, I'm sure it will all turn out positive in the end. Don't give up!

Thaks Pegasus!
I have an ad in the paper, but have been seeing people like the guy with the 65 lb. pitbull-I love animals but that's too much...or the woman who was either very heavily medicated, or she was a vampire. I'm voting for the second one. Or two little old ladies, one of whom walked up to my dragon and said "I hate you!" To a ceramic dragon. I told her it was an altar just to see how fast she could make it to the front door.
I always told my husband that if I ever walk out of the hairdresser's with my head all covered in tight, white little curls stiff with hairspray and I'm wearing a little matching outfit with a pink sweater when it's 80 degree's outside and old lady shoes-just put me down.
Linear time doesn't work well for me. I guess it's morning and I thought it was dusk.
Thank you for your suggesstios. I'm probably all freaked out for nothing.
My higher power has a way of workig these things out.

I will pray that this works out for you Tea&Sympathy.

Thank you for all your good wishes. I got my days mixed up and thought yesterday was Monday. But he came through for me and gave me his deposit. I'm really happy because he was the one I liked the best.
Maybe it's okay to be so sad or angry or stressed sometimes-because when it's over, it's like make-up sex in your brain.

[WePow]

awesome!