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Mar 29, 2004, 03:17 PM
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This Dark Day is turning into a Dark night.
I no longer see any light around me. I have lost an outlet for my pain. I have lost a source of comfort, I could use, to help me. I can no longer go there, and feel safe. I can no longer be there and feel "at home" I feel lost now. I feel no longer at home.. I have a home, dont get me wrong But I no longer have an outlet for my "deperssion" I am on my own once again. I am by myself once agian. I have friends, I can turn to, but it is not the same. But yet, it is the same ? Confusion, is not a good thing for me. Deperssion is not either. Darkness is something I used to like being in.. I no longer like it, but feel it ever so slowly creeping back into my life.. I can feel the seeds of doubt start to creep, into my heart. I do not like this feeling. I want to let it go.. But how? How do I stop it, when I caused it, Or did I? I no longer feel welcome. These are my final words for this fourm. These are my finail poems. I will post this and leave. I love you all. I love this place. But good bye my friends Goodbye my Mods. Goody Bye to all my friends on the fourm... © Patricia Bell  <marquee> (((((((((((((((((( hugs )))))))))))))))) </marquee> <marquee> I love you with all my heart </marquee> <font color=purple> world.. You are no longer going to rule me.. "I" I am going to rule myself"
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Mar 29, 2004, 03:26 PM
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See ya later Lady Dragnus. I say "See ya later" because I have a feeling that we will be hearing from you again and that this is not a goodbye. It could be a week, could be a year. In the meantime though take care. I wanted to thank you for all you did for me and all you tried to do for me. You've been a great help. Thank you.
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Mar 29, 2004, 03:49 PM
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I also get the feeling that we will be hearing from you again ........
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Mar 29, 2004, 07:28 PM
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hello LD
I'm not sure what I missed here but I certainly hope you will be feeling better and will still be posting here. I would miss you. I know it is uncomfortable to not feel welcome, and I don't know the events that led to this, but I can tell you that your posts here will ALWAYS be welcome to this pair of eyeballs at least. -- The world is what we make of it -- -- Dave -- <A target="_blank" HREF=http://www.idexter.com>http://www.idexter.com</A>
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Mar 30, 2004, 10:53 AM
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Even if I never do hear from you again, which I pray I don't, just let me tell you that I continue to pray daily for more people just like you.
I also pray for the day I can address the topic of abuse as eloquently as you and can be in a position to give back. You have given me some power. Rest if you wish, you deserve it. Just don't think the job is completed or we can do without you, and as many more just like you. Tom S. in Tn.
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Mar 30, 2004, 01:18 PM
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Since I'm not hear much and only have access from the public library, I really don't know what events led up to your departure lady dragus but I will miss you. I remember when I was feeling overwhelmed and your sweet reply welcomed me into the forum in such a nice way. You said your wing would always be here to shelter me. I wonder how I'll learn to fly without your dragon strength and ability to soar.
I do hope you come back again to share your wisdom and kindness. I'm sorry you are hurting and feel unwelcome. No one deserves to feel that way. Be gentle with yourself. You're a precious being of light. until we meet again angel " I'm not broken, and I dream MY way......." my friend Jamie P
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Apr 01, 2004, 06:51 PM
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When dark reigns and you're empty, hungry and afraid, that's when you know you're alive and doing well.
Because every 1 suffers, all social class' included. I think this is a way our humanity manifests its best. Now, live one day at day at a time and enjoy it. Life's worth it. Éric Born in 1963 of French mom and Canadian dad. Studied a lot (Majors in History, Theology, M.A. in Sociology). Jobless for now. Just been diagnosed Borderline. I wonder where it will go from here... But I'll try nonetheless.
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Apr 01, 2004, 08:27 PM
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ok.. I am confused by this one..
I like it, it speaks to me.. leaves me wanting for more.. Eric.. Can you explain it better to me. what you mean please ???? <font color=blue> Darkness all around Darkness is my freind I will let it overtake me this time Cause I no longer belong....
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