Re: A complicated situation (duplicate post, mostly)

Thank you, glad to find a place where i can talk.

I currently don't see any doctors or psychiatrists. Also i don't take any active medication for my disorders.

I don't even have any friends either that i can turn to for help in assessing what steps i can take to fix my problems right now. I've become so distrusting of others that I've left myself completely isolated.

I haven't even talked to anyone in my family other than my mother in the past 4 months.

I feel that moving might be my best choice right now. But i am paranoid about it. It's risky, and it's frightening.

Half the time i spend my days even wondering if what i'm seeing around me is real or not. It's like everything around me has become so corrupted that i can't even asses if what i'm feeling is real.

The people who i considered my friends have betrayed me recently by trying to get ahead in this world by using me. Some people who i cared for in my family recently used me for their own needs. And that woman i mentioned just cut me out every aspect of her life.

It's like i'm on a sinking ship!

How can people expect me to trust them when everything they do goes against their words. It's hard not to be apathetic! And i just can't control the indifference anymore.

I know its hard, but you gotta do whats best for you. its obvious that these people who have been in your life have been doing what they want and what they think is best for them.
its understandable on how this has affected on how you see the world.

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