[BecauseImHappy]

Hey all! I know I haven't been here for a while, but something just happened and I need some assurance or advice on it. I hope I'm in the right place.

So I just got home and when I walked in it seemed as though my mom was upstairs. Family room TV was paused and she didn't say anything when I walked in. I went in the kitchen and there's a window that looks into the family room there. Noticed the TV was paused on a commercial of Glee I thought to myself "Oh the new season of Glee comes on Friday!" Then "I think I'm going to have something quick and easy for dinner because it's late and I'm tired." A couple seconds later I hear movement in the family room and I realized my Mom is in there. I get scared because I think I actually said OUT LOUD the things I was thinking about.

I tend to talk to myself often when I'm alone and since my mom had been gone for a few weeks I've been doing it more regularly. I nervous that she might of heard me and just didn't say anything. I'm scared because my mother is the type to talk to EVERYONE accept me about my problems. She will tell my sisters, her church, our family and eventually the whole town will know I'm psycho before she even talks to me about it. I'm about 75% sure that I was just "thinking loud", but I'm still scared.

[junkDNA]

i do this all the time. i think loud and then i feel like what if i said that out loud and then im not sure if i did or not.

maybe u can ask her if she heard u? i dont know how long ago this was though. talking to urself is normal anyway though. a lot of people do it!

[saw_q]

well (becouse i'm happy ),
actually is a common thing while you can talk alone.. it is called monologue. in psychology is a normal thing. but anyway.. hopefully you behave your self properly.. and try to control your self .. talking alone to much sometimes bring question on others. hehe.. just monologue as enough to self. don't over do ok.. it is common thing.. thank

saw_q