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Jun 11, 2015, 07:50 AM
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Hello
Its been real long since posted here.... I had college from 2005 Autumn, until Spring of 2010. It was a very deep, dramatic experience...on one hand, i learned a lot about myself and i would not change the past...i am deeply grateful for my wonderful discoveries. On the other had - it was full of failure, anxiety, guilt.....shame.....well...i don`t know if i will go any further....because tears fill my eyes and i start to feel it all again, but i have to focus on writing this post. So...my problem today is i do not succeed to believe in the good! After learning that i am not good at graphic design. i started Economics and psychology. There are other things...some creative and some...well - let`s sum it up by saying i am successful enough today. My marks are high...and other things that i have learned...to...seem to be right. Now every time something happens ...i feel all these feelings again. I don`t have so much joy from success although i enjoy studies. I feel just so tired..... I had a therapist for.....2.5 years. He was good but...he had to leave the field for a while and i don`t feel like opening up so much to anyone who does not know all i have been through and all i plan to do in the future. But....my way of thinking and reacting....what can i do about it...even - it has influence of the way i am feeling overall....i get less joy from everything than i could have. .... Just don`t recommend me to new age typical books (accept from neale donald walsch) because i have a feeling that they all use easy formula to fix all missing all depth and growth...missing on learning from the situation... Thanks a lot for reading. 
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Jun 11, 2015, 12:42 PM
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Jun 11, 2015, 01:13 PM
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Pardon me for this one:"Self-Compassion" by Kristin Neff.
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Jun 11, 2015, 04:12 PM
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Hmm you can change the way you feel and think. It may take alot of time because it depends on how in-grained your previous way of thinking is. I'm sorry to hear about your how thinking, etc. I do hope you can overcome this and enjoy your future and past success.
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Jun 12, 2015, 05:59 AM
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Thank you all for viewing and replying. Dog on a Tree - thank you for mentioning my success. When someone reflects that to me it means a lot because....i don`t use traditional methods to base my self...investigation? but they work for me. I have been through so much just to find them...and now i apply them to reality. They work. Thanks.
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