I'm going to take a leap of faith and share my weaknesses here

I'm most likely done with this thread and will therefore probably not returning to it, but before I do, I feel the need to say a couple of things.

First off, to thanks for the support to everybody here. I fully realize that I have problems and I'm seeking to grow and improve which should matter more than any of my faults. I'm not perfect; I make mistakes and I can be a harsh **** at times, but I still try to be a decent person even though it's hard sometimes especially when I'm at my worst.

I know I might have sounded like a complete psycho with many of my posts, but I come here for help and support just like anybody else and I do seek to give back to other members of this community which I will do a better job at proving in the near future. Not to mention, it is easier to sound cunning, manipulative, and mean-spirited than completely helpless and depressed. I will work on addressing this in many of my future posts.

Finally, to "ValentinaVVV", I can tell by your tone in some of your posts, the fact that you admitted to being a "strong independent feminist" in one of my other threads, and your overall demeanor that you were most likely abused or hurt in a major way by somebody with ASPD symptoms. Blind hatred towards somebody who might have some of the characteristics of your ex abuser is an unhealthy way to cope and I would suggest therapy for the underlying issue. If you need a friend or somebody to talk to about it, I'm here for you and can support and understand you without judging you no matter what you choose to talk about. I'm a good listener.

Anyways, thanks all! Laters!

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