So I've been really impressed starting on fluoxetine after my experience with desvenlafaxine. I'm feeling interested in life again, able to enjoy some of my everyday existence. Fluoxetine has definatly improved my depression, I was thinking f*** my old psychiatrist, I do not have bipolar 2, pristiq was just NOT my friend. But....last night, no sleep, not tired, cleaning, read a whole book when I haven't been able to get through a few pages most of the time. This morning I was bouncing off the walls, pretty happy, not euphoric but very energised, actually cooked muffins & some pastry things, I don't cook, ever. Now I'm trying to relax myself. Haven't stopped moving for 48 hours, literally have to always be moving my feet or hips or something, I want to pace. Moving feels so good. My mind won't shut off, it's not racing thoughts as such but i can't concentrate well anymore. It's like I don't know what I'm thinking or what to focus on. I'm all in my head. I have started to feel irritable. I feel like maybe this is hypomania? Maybe my first psychiatrist wasn't full of **** after all? Or maybe this is just hyperarousal associated with anxiety, either way I hate it.
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