[Spectrolite7]

i think the whole experience was traumatic... i feel like im not me anymore... my whole chemistry changed.... i kind of feel like not taking the meds anymore to see if my mind could go back to normal.... also when i type on my phone it feels so awkward... my left hand is so stiff... my head hurts... i feel like im not myself anymore.... im scared of this feeling....

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[CANDC]

Hi spectrolite. Sorry you have suffered trauma when inpatient. It is a common thing to feel your symptoms would get better off meds, but time and again people who try this slip back into the same illness and must be hospitalized again.

If your meds are not doing what they are supposed to, maybe it is time to contact your prescriber and tell them what is happening - they may decide to adjust your meds.

A therapist might help also.

[Spectrolite7]

i wish it wasn't this hard to fix this problem... i dont feel ok... its a horrible feeling.... i cant even explain it well enough... also i cant relax or sleep and i just left the hospital today.... i just wanted to get out so i told them i was fine... i was there for like 12 days... i really wanted to get out....

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[Spectrolite7]

i am going to the outpatient program thursday... and will tell them how i feel...

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