What was i thinking

I have a day program i go to its like a hangout for a couple of hours though it's mostly elderly and disabled anyway they have physical therapy there and i used to go but i was told thay if i didn't get seen twice a month id be discharged so i tried my hardest but i had a problem with being hospitalized or in the er constantly but mainly it was the er for failed overdose i went in a couple of times and got out next day but one dau i got hospitalized for an attempt and i missed a few weeks but i made it out in time showed up she never came and got me i felt it was her responsibility so i didn't say anything this was a friday i came back on my day a Tuesday and i was discharged i didn't correct her anything i let it go.i felt the rule was made specifically for me and was unfair but i didnt want to argue. Fast forward it's been awhile since ive been in physical therapy and i just made the biggest mistake of my life. I was so angry today about an incident with this same physical therapist in which my conversion disorder acted up and i needed a wheelchair as i don't have my own she came to me for the first time and is like when am i getting my wheelchair back no hi how are you ?just when am i getting my wheelchair back like i was going to steal it.i talked to the social worker and he says hes gonna get me working back with that lady even though i cant commit cause of the hospital and i said yes what the hell was i thinking

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I'm sorry to read of your difficulty, passionfruit3. It can be difficult to "buck" authority. I send warm thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to work through this difficult situation.