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Dec 11, 2015, 03:23 PM
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So, pardon me as I do my happy dance. I went in the hospital yesterday, and stayed overnight. I feel so much more grown up, having chosen to commit myself because I know I need help. So, over 25 hours later, I'm free again, with a good prognosis. I have a prescription for meds, a list of four diagnoses, and a new outlook on life I kind of want to share with you guys.
Do you guys know the quote, "Everything gets better in the end; if it's not better, it's not the end"? I've always struggled with labels and having a diagnosis, especially with a stigma attached to them. (*mutters* Turns out, the way I was viewing diagnoses and treatment all these years was wrong.  )It doesn't matter, in the end, what anyone else has to say about you for your illnesses. A diagnosis is not the end of times, and just because you have one thing does not mean it'll be yours forever, and it doesn't mean it is you. It's like flu. You have it for a week, not forever. And I suppose the same applies for PTSD, BPD, bipolar, and panic disorder? I feel so stupid for letting these titles dictate what I can and cannot do. I was judging myself through the experiences I've been through and everything people have told me. I'm not my illnesses, and I'm sure the whole "healing" thing makes more sense now. You had one job, Estrella. One! *facepalm* But I hope that if there is anyone else out there who has been through similar, even if it runs through your family, do your best to try and overcome your fears and don't live your life based on other people--thoughts, words, or actions. Let yourself heal for you, and know you can get through anything.
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Dec 11, 2015, 04:27 PM
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Thanks for sharing your new insight, estrella!
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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Dec 11, 2015, 04:56 PM
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Estrella, i agree and good luck
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Dec 11, 2015, 05:10 PM
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These are some wonderful insights, estrella.
 Not being afraid and not living your life based on other people are two key principles, the truth of which I learned through many long challenging years. I also love your understanding that we are not our illnesses. I am always careful to say "I have bipolar" and not "I am bipolar." No more than I would say "I am cancer" or "I am diabetes." I'm so happy for you!
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well. "Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] |
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Dec 11, 2015, 05:25 PM
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Adventures are fun
 Oh and mistakes are a great way to learn as well  Good luck! |
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