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I haven’t been on here lately. I should have though. My life is just so crazy. I got through the holidays…I only had one bad night. But I got some money for Christmas and one of my housemates wanted me to buy her things and said that I owed her things when she owes me. I was honest with staff and told them what she said and what I gave her. Just so staff would not figure it out I ended up buying 3 packs of Newports and some pop. Even though she said that she would carry the pop home she only carried it not even half way home.
When I go to the doctor and they ask me if I am feeling safe in my home situation I am honest and say no. That I have a roommate that threatens me and uses me and intimidates me. And then I say BUT you have to remember that I live in a group home. I saw my T on Tuesday and she pointed some things out to me. For example I am not suppose to drink too much caffeine and on Sunday from 6 am to 9am I drank 2 liters of Diet Mountain Dew. Then an hour later I had a coffee/energy drink. Later I had a 1.25 liter of Mountain Dew and 2 liters of half tea half lemonade. She asked me if I was trying to kill myself. Only because I can have a seizure from so much caffeine. I told her that also on Sunday I went out for breakfast/lunch and had a taco salad and an order of onion rings, for supper I had Taco Johns which I had 3 soft shell tacos and a medium potato ole and part of a large and then at 10 pm I ordered a pizza from Pizza Hut and ate most of it myself. Again she asked me if I was trying to kill myself. Then we started talking about Wednesday when I have my IUD put in. She asked me why I was having a medical doctor hurt me like that. I told her I didn’t know. (A couple weeks ago I went in for an IUD put in and they tried three times and one time they got it in but it popped right out. AND MAN was I in pain.) I better just stop here for now. |
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Sounds like you are going through a lot. I'm sorry you don't feel safe where you are living that must be really tough. I hope things improve soon.
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