[Greenleaves]

I feel sad. Someone doesn't want to talk to me. I can't stand this. I'm so sad. It's been months now. This person still doesn't want to talk to me.

I wish we could be friends again.

I don't know how to deal with this. I'm so sad. I'm crying and crying. I'll never get over this.

I can't deal with this.

[Greenleaves]

I'm upset. I don't know what to do. How do I make it stop?

Please help me.

[PasDeDeux]

I am sorry you are sad Greenleaves. Sometimes friends are not really friends and it just seems like they were. Maybe you two will be friends again in time. If not they were not a real friend. I wish you well and am sorry you hurt

[Greenleaves]

Thanks PasDeDeux

((((PasDeDeux))))) Thanks so much for replying. I feel so lonely and ignored.

This was an online friend. Whenever we are in chat together she doesn't even say Hi to me. Everyone else says Hi, but she doesn't. She also doesn't say Bye to me. I'm so sad.

She told me never to talk to her again. I'm so sad. It's been months.

[Greenleaves]

Whenever she is in chat I feel sad and ignored. I don't know how to deal with this. I don't want to avoid chat. I have a lot of friends in chat.

[Greenleaves]

I hate this. I'm so sad. I wish someone could make me feel better. I'll never get to sleep at this rate.

This feels really really bad. This is evil of me to think, but I just wish this person would go away sometimes, so I don't have to deal with it. If she won't be my friend, I just want her out of my life so I don't have to be reminded of this pain.

[PasDeDeux]

((GREENLEAVES))) I am sorry ...maybe she doesn't know HOW to be a friend and maybe it is best to talk to others and just let her be.....try not to give her the power to hurt you . I am really sorry cause I can tell you are hurt but I don't know how to help

[Greenleaves]

Thanks so much for replying. Thanks for the hugs. I wish she didn't have the power to hurt me, but I can't help but feel hurt.

I'm ok with not being friends, but can't we just chat like nice strangers? I just feel so bad.

Maybe I should distract myself with something right now.

[PasDeDeux]

((green))) that is a good idea about distracting yourself for now...You know, her not being a friend or even being polite may be part of her illness and something she can't help and you can't help or change...Still its a shame and I am hearing your sorrow. Sorry I am off to bed now I hope you will be OK

greenleaves you have every right to be here in chat. it's your room as it is for others to share.please dont let this person intimidate you. if you like i could meet you in there and chat or one of the others who you know better? please dont cry and be upset you have other friends here too.

love, jinnyannxoxoxoxoxoox

[Greenleaves]

Thanks JinnyAnn

You're sweet. I'm talking about another chat room, not PC. I wouldn't post about it on PC if the person was from PC's chat. I don't want to hurt her feelings.

I a little better now. I think I'll try to get some sleep.

[Judith22]

((((greenleaves))))) I'm glad you're feeling a little better.

ever thought that this person needed your help? and your not providing it for them, hence them being agrieved with you also? think about it, then reply...

[Fuzzybear]

I'm glad you're feeling a bit better. Give it time, and if you and she (he?) were real friends then you'll eventually be able to sort this out. I know it sucks in the meantime ((((((((((((((( Greenleaves )))))))))))))))

[Zen888]

((((((((((Greenleaves))))))))))

I am sad to read that you are in such dispear. I would suggest trying to keep yourself busy to distract yourself from your anger and sadness. Mourning the loss of a friend takes time.

[Greenleaves]

You don't know the situation Mellors. This friend hurt me very much, said very nasty things to me. I still want to be her friend b/c I forgive her. I did something that triggered her when I was upset (suicidal) and now she never wants to talk to me again.

[Greenleaves]

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