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Grand Poohbah
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I don't know if this is the anxiety or paranoid speaking but I genuinely feel like my sister wants me dead. I can't think straight I feel like I am dissociating but I genuinely believe she wants me to commit suicide and that all my friends want to harm me... Should I talk to someone about this?
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Anonymous59125, OctobersBlackRose, shortandcute, Twisted Hell
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I have been through the same thing. I had delusions that my brother and friends were trying to get me to kill myself. I definately think you should talk to someone about this. I'm so sorry you are feeling this way.....I hope you feel better soon. (((Hugs)))
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Grand Poohbah
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Thank god someone understands I have no idea what has been coming over me I just can imagine it so vividly one of my friends killing me and I feel helpless in controlling it it just feels so convincing even though I know my mind is doing this to me.
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You may be in the throws of mania. I have read some other posts and threads of yours that point to this possibility. This isn't a bad thing. I tend to enjoy my mania but do things I later regret - including antagonzing relationships. My ideas about people at the time aren't so clear at such times. I question people's motives. Some of this comes from their recognition that my own behaviour is questionable and they try to help me curb or stop it. The mania has me assuming and convincing myself that they are ganging up on me and even sometimes I think they are hurting me. Does this sound familiar?
This is a good time to bounce your ideas and thought's off a therapist or psychiatrist. Remember, they are there to help. Even your regular doctor is a resource if you can't get in to see the others. Again, it can be overwhelmingly convincing that people who want to fix the problem are viewed as threats. At the time we simply just can't see otherwise. |
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Grand Poohbah
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I have never really realized that I had mania symptoms but I have lots of memory problems and blankouts so he is looking to get a ct scan for me. I feel very happy this is a very big win for me
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Grand Magnate
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__________________ "Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you can see the top." -Wildflower http://missracgel.wixsite.com/bearhugs |
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