[OliverB]

Originally Posted by Nocter

I don't have any accurated diagnosis, I doubt it exists.

Things I have been told in the past -from younger age to older-.

conduct disorder at 11.
asperger syndrome at 14.
high functioning autism at 15.
panic disorder at 15.
bipolar disorder at 15-16.
schizoaffective or schizophrenia at 16-17.
schizoid personality disorder or borderline personality disorder at 19.
PDDnos with psychosis at 19.
psychotic disorder at 20.
schizotypal disorder at 20.

I don't think any of them are right. But I don't have autism or a personality disorder -I was diagnosed with these mainly at psych wards-, and most of the other diagnosis are on the schizo spectrum, so I post here. If you don't want me to post here just tell me where else I should post.

http://forums.psychcentral.com/schiz...ation-all.html

Maybe I am too young.
Maybe I don't tell my psychiatrist enough things and they don't know.
I almost never fully tell them things, like flashbacks or falling in wonderland.
I don't talk really much and I don't know how to explain these things while they are happening because I tend to be too confused to do it. Lately I have found the way to do it and wrote something and gave it to my psychiatris. also I don't trust them, actually, I am buying a knife to kill myself in the psych ward if I am inpatient again.

I wonder if any of you have been in a similar situation.

[KarenSue]

I wish I could help you, Nocter. I'm on meds (don't think they are working anymore anyway??) and I have just been diagnosed recently...at 57

From a non-professional regular person like me, it sounds like one really good doctor should evaluate you now, not looking back at all the diagnoses before, as not to push him/her in any direction previously used to describe you.

Sorry I'm no help, but someone closer to your situation who is a member here will hopefully find your post.

Best of luck, dear.