[skittles]

yesterday i looked out my balcony door and saw 2 cop cars infront of the appartment complex across the parking lot from me... then a few mins later a ambulance pulled up.. then a few mins later a white van pulled up....... come to find out one the girls that live there killed herself...... they said shed been depressed for a while and they found her dead... i felt so bad for her family.. her mother was crying hysterically in the hall way.... i just kept thinking to myslef when i was so down and depressed and was thinking of wanting to die and commit suicide.... im glad i didnt... i never thoguht of how bad it would hurt my family...... especially my mom...... so sad......... please anyone that is thinking of wanting to die or on the verge of commiting suicide call someone even if its a hotline..... plz stay safe....... much love for everyone here.......

[silentlyscreaming]

It's so sad when people feel they have no other choice than end their life, especially when they're so young.
Things like this really make you sit up and think about your own thoughts and actions.
I know thinking about my family has 'saved' me many times.

[Fuzzybear]

[Sabrina]

[biiv]

i hate that the world is this harsh.

thank you for using this tragedy to remind people that the effects of suicide are endless ripples of pain and sorrow for those left behind, including not only the family and friends of the deceased but even down to their neighbours like you and people who simply read about it like us here. its such an important thing to cling to when our own pain takes us so deep that we start to think of how to end it.

[Raynaadi]

A permanent solution to a temporary problem.....wow.....thank you for sharing as a good reminder to call a hotline.

[drummergrl]

So sad to think that she only had ONE way out! She has left her family with an awful empty feeling that can never fill up again. I know. I am surviving my own mothers suicide.
Even though she's been gone for 14 years now, the feeling still the same. It's a one heartache over another. There will
never be "closure" for this family. It's like being on a "runaway train" that never stops, never refuels, never takes on any passengers............it keeps going and going
and it never lets up. You can't cry enough tears to calm it
and take it away..........the guilt will soon set in and that's a whole other story. I wish that family peace and love, but I fear it isn't enough..........that poor child will never know what
she's done?............only God can show her now.

[skittles]

((((((((((((((drummergrl))))))))))).. im sorry to hear about ur mother... i cant imagine losing my mother id prob go completly insane....... (((((((((((drummergrl)))))))))))))

[Wants2Fly]

I have had a close friend and an X-mate, both of whom found their father's suicide bodies. My X used to say that suicide was the most selfish act a person could commit. Someone has to find the body -- be it a relative, friend, or paramedic. This definitely DOES NOT make their day. Our perceptions that we are all alone and no one cares are almost never correct.

may God bless and give strength to all her loved ones.......