Going t a Yartzeit for my mother and hubby.

In a very solumn mood. My mom emotionally, verbally abused me when I was growing up. In my early teens she apologized for the hurt she caused me. I believe it was a sincere apology because she became very caring, loving. It was time too that she get rid of her amphetamine habit. Coincidence?
Jerry and I lived together for 20 years in PA Post 7 years we were married. But then governor Tom Corbett got rid of the common law marriage law. Jerry passed from an acute leukemia despite the best care at a local teaching hospital. Found out there are 8 types of Acute Myeloid Leukemia His was the 7th type with the worst pronosis. The first oncologist who diagnosed him believed it was from the chemicals he worked with. Worked at a DryCleaners. I tried several lawyers but despite the doctor's claims I couldn't prove it. I still feel bitter about this. That dry cleaners got away literally with murder IMO.
Feeling very down now Could use some support. Yartzeit is a Jewish memorial service.

Sorry for the loss of your mother and husband.

Very sorry to hear this.
Wish you strength and peace. Shalom.

I am so sorry for your losses. I'm sending warm thoughts your way for peace, and I hope that you've got lots of kind folks around to sit with you, listen, and give hugs...

Thank you Farraige, Fisnin Fool, Gulloiche, Little Cat .I am truly grateful for your heartfelt responses. Little Cat. I never learned Hebrew. If its okay with you, could you please translate? I was raised, really, really reformed. ie not very religious.

I'm really sorry... You have all my support. Be strong.